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Originally, this is love

Originally, this is love

Originally, this is love
Sixteen years old, is a hazy youth; sixteen years old, a worldly age.
She first met him at the age of sixteen, is that bloom brilliant season. Perhaps in the sixteen years before they have had a common intersection, but it is only a pass through it. He had not noticed the most obscure students in the grade, and she was also immersed in the new campus of curiosity, too busy to take care of their own teachers and other students in class.
At the age of sixteen, she was in the middle school, is still a very ordinary grade students, and he is the grade of the beloved English teacher. High school next semester, may be God’s favor, her efforts have finally paid off, the teachers began to pay attention to her, was chosen to be the subject of English subjects in class. An accidental opportunity, as the whole grade of English training excellent person in charge of him, to her class to find her to ask the situation of learning. For the first time, she did not understand why they were so bold, in front of the stern teacher asked a chatter, probably the first time, she felt his kind. On that one, she firmly remember the teacher, but he has a thousand students, and he can remember her. Perhaps student vanity (hope school excellent teachers to pay attention to their own) mischief, or is she really fell in love with learning. She started running to the office, to he consult various learning problems, and even occasionally in after a day of night classes with him and talk about their goals in life. At the beginning, he was tired of the endless looking for his “troubled” students, but her bright and lively, diligent, so he had to start to pay attention to this humble student. Because of his concern, she will have to work harder than before. She also said that she can not say why it will take him as a driving force for their own learning, but a feeling of the beginning of a non transparent.

Suddenly she was seventeen years old, seventeen years old, have passed the examination with her insulation, so this year became her regret years. That year the college entrance examination may be because the problem is too simple reason, she is better than any exam, for this is also happy for a while. But fate always seems to like to play a joke on her, the year of the admission line is higher than in any previous year. She hopes to Jiangxi river water, Yugu Pavilion looked at the river, heartbroken. When she decided to give up all the end of her, she thought of him – that gave her so much love for him. So she called the number for a whole year. She did not speak to him about where she was, what kind of state, no, because he didn’t ask. He served as a good teacher in the study of administrative office, there are busy things. She is just a passing in his life, and even the official teachers and students are not, will not ask her about these small things. And she asked something about repetition, hear she has to repeat the idea, the phone, he is obviously very happy, down on hand things patiently tell her to to repeat what kind of preparation, and tell her that can separate to fill her who pulled down the course at the weekend. Originally on their own has been desperate and sent forswore not to repeat her, because his remarks may also be because of the campus youth does not happen, in the hesitation chose go back and continue to struggle for one year. That time, he saved her. From then on, in her heart, she felt more than he was her teacher, but the feeling that she had no idea of what it was: gratitude, admiration, or Hida
Four that year, just he also to cram school teaching, that year is he no longer as the grade leader. For her he didn’t his senior leader, is more friendly, more amiable and easy of approach. In cram school her, everything is strange in her class teacher, before it can adapt to the new environment she can to ingratiate themselves with the teacher only him. Even later, and the teachers are familiar with the class, she has a problem or a habit to look for him. In the eyes of others, he has always been serious, no smile on his face. And only in the face of her time, he always smile, appear very happy. Perhaps she was born to be a person who can give others laugh, perhaps – and that year, is her life in the most happy year, even though this is not only because of his happiness, but at least 1/3 of his achievements. At the same time, she also received a gift from God, the ideal university’s acceptance letter. About to leave school before a night, they in the bright sky embracing parting, the moment she still doesn’t know this is what a feeling, she wondered: to say is the emotion between teachers and students, the is how deep a love, if love, it seems worse what.

Originally, this is love1
So with this hazy feeling and to his dismay, she went to a distant and strange city. For her to leave, he is happy to sad, happy is as a student, she finally Zhang Chi fly; sorrow is she gone. Met then is a distant dream. Came to a strange city, in addition to miss her family, she is more than Miss him. Each received a phone call from his, she always chatter that half an hour, anxious to put himself in the university all told him, and he share harvest of joy in the campus of the University, also told him in the midst of a helpless encountered in a foreign land. Nevertheless, he has not been able to say the love, which also makes her feel for this feeling is not defined. Until the age of eighteen birthday, she received a send him a birthday gift, in the small gift box note says “I love you forever”.
For a moment, she understood, for many years the feeling of feeling, it is love.

In fact, you do not know

In fact, you do not know

In fact, you do not know
In fact, you never know, in my heart, there are a lot of things to tell you exactly. And how much of a similar experience would you like? May wish to discuss together.
In fact, you do not know, when I first saw you, I have been deeply in love with you. The birthday party, when I saw you, I always wanted to find a chance to chat with you, exchange phone, but in the end it was too shy and did not act. After the birthday, I have been in regret, have been complaining about why there is no action, but I still think you. After about three months, you for me for my birthday, I am very happy, also a mouth agreed, because I know that if I this time didn’t act, I believe a lifetime also not get a second chance. So I decided to drag your hand to you.
In fact, you do not know, after the first time you say “I love you”, my heart is sweet. It feels like eating a lot of desserts, and the teeth are falling off the same. From small to large, I am a very shy little boy, but also not confident, and will put the heart in the bottom of the permanent storage. But since together with you, you like a key, opened the treasure that I have been “dusty”. Since then, I do not fast not up to you alone, but whispering.

In fact, you do not know1
In fact, you always do not know, I with you together, not because of your beauty, not because you want to “salty”, but not because they want to show off in front of friends, but because I really love you. Of course, in my mind you are indeed a beauty, and I was a mediocre, ordinary people, we are really very not match on the surface. But I know, in my mind there is a very strange feeling, it is like someone else to say that the feeling of being bitten by ants, until now or this feeling.
In fact, you do not know, in the past you every day after school and I am on the phone, I have been listening to the. Because I know you are a very talkative person, and you have more experience than me, so I do not have a lot of time, in fact, just like your voice. Sometimes it may be too “pay attention” to listen, so that you say I can not react, but also silent down, be you mercilessly scold. But I do not know how to describe, even to you, I feel very happy. Now I’m not used to the sound of your voice. I used to be very little about you out, not because I do not want to go everywhere with you, but I know you are going to school on weekdays, Sunday is family day, so I don’t dare to bother you. But you don’t understand my mind.
In fact, you always do not know, when the other day when you said that your pet Bunny soon “homeless”, I used the how much scheming, much saliva, how much time will be able to convince parents let it “settled” in my family. At that time, the family has been opposed, said that a number of pets on the burden, but also to find someone to take care of. Regardless of family members how to oppose, I also take care of its responsibility on the body, hoping to complete your wish. If I doesn’t love you, why should I help you take care of it, cherish it. I have always regarded it as our “daughter.”, hope can make it white and fat, healthy, let you all the time to visit. But now, there is only the rabbit with me, listening to my heart.
In fact, you do not know, every time I take the initiative to go shopping, in fact, I want to get up earlier than usual, and then go to your home. While reducing the rest of my time, but whenever I think of this is because you, I will spirit to come over, behave as fit as a fiddle, not in front of you playing a ho owe. And every time to your home, round-trip fare to ca. 50 yuan, but I did not regret it, because that is for you to pay.
In fact, you do not know, I have never cooked a meal for anyone, but not the initiative to let the girls to my home. And you are the one who can make me make these two actions. In order to please girls boys, “” the cooking method is not rare. On the contrary, the boys want to do for girls, it must be very love you will do so. In the past, my understanding of the home, it will only be a family together, not my family, I would not let him come up. Now, home still has the smell of you, your shadow.

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In fact, you do not know, my love for you is so deep. Now I, still hold the flashlight, in the hope that there will be no call or SMS, lose a chance. And in the SMS data cartridge, only you give my message, even if others passed to me, read and reply to, I will delete, as far as possible to stay with you for the past bit by bit. In addition, mobile phone photos, all the photos are still people, only you, not others photos. In my cell phone calendar, already entered the information a lot, your birthday, dating anniversary, even is the hope and you “signed” with the rest of the day. I have already set, originally intended to in two years as a gift “give you”.