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Please remember that I loved you

Please remember that I loved you

Please remember that I loved you
Day in day of ups and downs, some vision of the dream, but suddenly lost the original temptation, only a few scattered memories, but also residual time traces, accompany lonely mind, a long time refused to leave.
That can’t look back the emotion, when really became the soul can not touch the pain? A memory, a bit messy, some temperature, some tears flow, some precipitation cannot exile feelings, so I choose, choice of dwelling in this small corner, choose to use a tears of Xian, write down these past days air dry, write down these can chase dreams.
I know, life is not such a kind of exile, nor such a luxury, you can give up the existing happiness, to pursue the love of the home. I do understand that the clear, but deeply because of the clear and Sophie, Acacia 1000. I can’t give up my own, to wait on your side, waiting for you to give me a future I can not see the color.
Can not control, can not be silent, can not give up, unable to move forward, so, I chose to escape, escape from your eyes, no longer love you hope and promise of, no longer exile himself, love is the dream.
Heart has a thousand knots, knot for you.
Dream a thousand, turn around you.
So so, want to far into the distance, want to far fondly, want to exile himself in a no corner for you, so quietly think you, quietly let Miss derived from flavor of love, derived from love of helplessness and desolation, derived from my heavy lonely and lonely. And I know, one day,, accompany me lonely and helpless, accompany me, tears two lines.

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Me, also know, years of circulation, one day, you can forget yourself in the days ahead, smiling, smiling at the memories, narrative and I related the story with a smile. Then, perhaps, I will smile with tears, smiles and memories, smile to tell you how I love you.
Yes, and what happiness than this memory more let you I cherish? Also what kind of feelings than this two two let you I don’t care? To the old to death, you will always be my love life feelings, never abandon, don’t forget.
The day, please remember, I love you.

In fact, I am not so strong

In fact, I am not so strong1

In fact, I am not so strong
Days still unhurried lived, after you left, I still in place waiting for you, also believe we will together, every day can’t help but miss, miss you say that I am stupid, that I Luchi, miss those who have been to a place, things done together, thinking about those to me distinctly in the target scene to you is so long, read read, but hear news of your side has a new face.
For a moment, feel own collapse, remember I once said, you are my most important decision, I am willing to for you to break the unknown fear, even if the tears is going to clear up, care, because there is no shortcut to happiness, only the business. You said, in order to our happiness we all want to try. But now, you go, really broke the unknown, but I can not accept the fear, I need you, you are, where you are? But you never look back.
You go after those days, every day inexplicable sad, inexplicable tears, a person to face it all, not in your encouragement, chanced to hear we heard songs cry, go to where they go through to linger for a long time, even in broad daylight would, could not help but cry, I lamented the fate of why treat me this way, knowing you in my heart is so the component but still to you from me away. When you go, you feel like something is taken away, empty, no longer full.
After breaking up, do not dare to touch on all of you, afraid of you, fear will be more sad. I put all the things you have to send in their own corner of the corner, not to touch. I want to put all the memories of you from my mind, but I can’t do it, hear and see some things, I do not have to do with you, but I always want to turn a few bends to think of you. I with my friends said, Miss amnesia, everything about you all to forget, or let me wake up and remember everything, except about you all, my friends is constantly accused me, deceived me. And then decide not to think of you all, but very occasionally, all the thoughts of you always inadvertently come in my mind.

In fact, I am not so strong

These days, do not stop every day insomnia, does not stop in the middle of the night secretly tears, and the next day must still as if nothing had happened to go to work, life forced to pretend he was very strong will not be these things in mind. However, all of this is only their own understanding. In fact, I am not so strong, but I know, no matter how I compromise, how good, how to change, you will not return to me, I try not to let myself become your love, only this. You think I’m strong, strong enough to hurt you.
I love you, but I do not know how to come to you, because you can not be together, I have been deeply defeated. I have my pride, I also have my pride, but for you, no pride, no pride also not to hesitate to. I have always believed in love, I can also come out of the dust in the dust, so I do not stop to pay, to forgive. I forgot the love also need pride, self-esteem need that cannot withstand a single blow. In addition to this you may never care about you will ask the pride I have left no other in this romance.
I love you, afraid of losing you. Yes, because I care about you, so you will leave me. I smiled tears when I was destined to leave you, to say that it was meant to be. You are the evaluation of the three years since the little bit and all the feelings of this. How ironic.
Two days ago July 7th is my 23 year old birthday, this day I waited for you for a long time, as long as you a short message I will fling caution to the winds with you, but you don’t have to get up in the morning, always go to bed at night, have not received any of your wishes, only friends and family to my birthday happy, I think, maybe you are too busy, I would have been waiting until twelve pm, after all, you did not call, and even text messages are not made, that night, I couldn’t sleep, then secretly in bed crying, I never let mom and dad proud too, mom and dad he has always regarded me as treasure in front of you, I put down the character, put down self-esteem, and you still want to leave.
On that day, I told myself not to think of you, but in my heart there is a little bit of hope, you can give me a phone call or send a text message, but you did not. A few days later, my friend said you already have a girlfriend, suddenly burst into tears. These years, has been waiting for you, waiting for you a lonely turn, but you do not, and I wait for you with her back.
That day, the friend to accompany my sorrows drowning, and the wine in the stomach, in my heart, like total across the layer, no matter how much to drink wine, are flooded to the heart. So worry more worry, I only know that I have been shouting to call you, my friends call me do not hit, you will not get the answer. Now think about it, I really stupid.
I don’t know when will forget you, but I know I will forget you one day, that day you to me has also become less important, I hope now of life to some of the more substantial and now work to more busy so you don’t have too much time to close to your heart.
These years, these days, I am also tired, I really tired, I am not so strong enough to withstand any blow you give me

Heart is not language, dust silent

Heart is not language, dust silent

Heart is not language, dust silent
If sitting in the afternoon time to read the heart, the heart of the world must be small, small enough to only installed a love a person, the review of the Mou a warmth. Please don’t say that I am hypocritical and selfish, a heart really can not accommodate too many people and things will be more tired. Don’t say I do not Shirenjianyanhuo, just choose another low attitude into the sea, do not want to provoke dust. Look, the world is still bustling as usual, the day to everyone is about as snow, but I only want to wait for much reward alone.
Want to say, people light after, leaving a quiet waiting for someone laiqi, presumably the man must be shallow Xi deep love how attachment a feeling, in the cold winter really want to hold a pair of warm hands move forward until white haired if, again after many years back, when eye corner wrinkles witnessed weathered residual traces, face the old and whether then will clearly understand that in every field of life interpretation is the protagonist of the debut, master is you, is I belong to those people.
Cool after is the warm afternoon, opened the book, always think those words were deep in the bustling crowd out the hushing Qing Huan. I just love it woman, wandering in the world. Can not remember what time from the beginning, there is no longer a red, with a quiet heart ran aground, away from. Occasionally someone to ask, love’s going to continue to be, how many reincarnation, happy? After the indifferent silence, that is a long distance, waiting, waiting for the.
I wish, but there is such a period of life, a person worthy of deep love to remember, a no regrets. Wind will remember a flower fragrance, even though far-off skyline will also know how to smile, like to present myself as far side and always remember that a warm. The landscape is always visible, but it is difficult to meet the people; is love, so there will be a concern, will be accompanied by love. Because of love, so know. This life, this life, more of a mutual understanding, peace road, good.

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Inadvertently see such a word: “that accompany, accompany got a day at a time”, like this sentence, accompanied by a, Qiannian is happy. Looking at the blue sky, let the wind whispers, when the clouds are drifting clouds beautiful. As if, from beginning to end, are not seen the wind shadow, and I always brush a feeling, like to stare at the quiet ferry, thousands of minds Saxiang watery time, smoothly through the touch of fragrance Huashi memory
Perhaps, really have that day, everything is old, my brow also worry about the light, then I will not stop the hands of the pen, no longer write snippets and watching the sun slowly to light up a room, until the bath to a room full of warmth, I still in your heart deeply in love with a person, copying from his appearance and not abandon. Maybe one day, sitting on a lifetime of memories, soak a cup of familiar with each other’s tea, the taste of a warm tea, when overflow happy smile on the lips Cape, I know, you are always in my life.
Not with the time language, the Qing Xi well, the beginning of the distant. At the moment, out of the window, the leaves still swagger, its vitality how can like this autumn scenery; the wind blowing, a blade rotating leaves carrying dust fall in the window all by smart into static, leaves without a word, dust silent, I silence, greeted is plain Jane days open mind, choose thousand wisp of Acacia into inkstone Tim extreme tenderness and blue ink fine grinding, until bit by bit to make dye thoughts of sadness, please believe, no matter when and where many times over the years. I remember your creature. If, when the feelings of light, each other; my city, is also the only one owe net.

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In life, the time I spent in time is limpid, every day in the early morning wake up will firmly remember heart care, and then again in the hustle and bustle will never forget. Say everything like cloud and mist is fleeting, with the change of seasons through the years long, the corner of life and how many people searching, stop and walk. Life, really such a world, if love please remember deep love, if you want to stay without hesitation aside secular, promise yourself a happy, not what than to possess more precious. I seem to hear the voice of the heart, must reach the place no matter how much hardship is worth it. Because, in this life, this life, the soul and the soul of the meet.

Meeting you is our fate

Meeting you is our fate

Meeting you is our fate
Suddenly look back, we left the campus has sixteen years, sixteen years whenever I think of what things we met and fell in love, and my heart is still warm.
Remember what is the spring of 1998, they admitted to kindergarten girl to celebrate Teacher to come in for an interview, we as the elder brother of high grade, of course, to once the lower classwoman hosting the games, but also has bit of curiosity on the inside.
For the first time to see her figure, I had a feeling of deja vu, she is beautiful, lovely, deeply attracted my eye. However, pay attention to her is one nonself, and other students also praise is the best, I secretly vowed she is my food, I have to catch her.
Very not easy to wait until their school reports, I went to the kindergarten teacher asked her. I called to tell her how wonderful doll, the title, let me excited.
So, I summon the courage to find her, ask her to see a movie on weekends, she seems to be defensive, presumably also be understood. But it is said to the woman afraid of grinding, I could not stand the words, she agreed to my invitation. As agreed, I feel not right, they can not tell where the problem.
We planned to go to the cinema at the weekend, our exchanges in the course of contacts is more than in January. National Day holiday she went home, I was in school to prepare an activity.
I to the girls find friends borrow the keys of the piano room, on the corner of the building where I met her, my eyes bright, four eyes relative to our each other all Leng, perhaps it is doomed to a life of fate. My cute asked beauty, she also returned to a Hello, she asked me to you to look for the spring of Xia it? No, I’m looking for you today! She hesitated for a moment or agreed to my request.
What night, we in the street went for a long walk, talk talk, also talk to the interview them, anyhow everything exciting, that kind of feeling unforgettable.
In the evening, I have insomnia, know when the wrong place and Chun Xia. There are two dolls in their class. They are very similar to the one that they are looking for.
The national holiday is full, I put the matter told Chun Xia, said she understood, but I can feel her hatred to me.
The following day, we spent a short., happy campus life. In the meantime there are noisy, but more is the pink memories.
After graduation, we talked about the problem of marriage, but by the two people were unanimously opposed, they are afraid of the girl married too far after the meeting is difficult, we suspect that she is at one’s own expense in the future to find work hard, such a support is half a year.
However, can withstand the test of love is worth a lifetime treasure. Finally the old man was also our true effect, we happy into the marriage hall.