Dear, please take me away
Sorry, sorry, sorry.
Three years, 1095 days, 26280 hours, 1576800 minutes, 94608000 seconds, my life is full of full of you.
You said, I was too cold, even the summer heat can not melt my heart. But you do not know, in the past the bright sadness, I most want to escape once, most do not want to mention the memories. In fact, I don’t call it cold, that is just a way of self protection.
I believe that has been very cold and clear, and never regret. I never thought, I will one day have in such a vortex, day in and day out.
How many nights, I can’t sleep.
For three years, I told myself many times, you just go away, you won’t go away. Because I know, you have much to do to me. For this time to leave, you have too much to do not at ease, these from your sad eyes can see. They all say that you’re out of a lot to me, I should hate you.
But I hate it. I used it for a long time to think that should not forget you, because they say it will continue to do so, I will collapse. But I think I am very good, I always think you are all around me.
Then they gave me a drink, you know, I used to drink. They say I don’t go to sleep, and I can sleep with it.
Drunk but more clearly remember you smile, you smoke the grace you forced me off your high-heeled shoes of paranoia. Now to the empty room, I had to hope that I could not speak a word.
I regret that I have written a lot of words, but I never thought you would write an article for you. I regret I was a selfish I, absorbed in the story to others the sorrows and joys, wander, I even ignoring the most warm love around.
Just like once I thought you loved me. Like once I put all your pay as you get my first time must be responsible for the negative. I can like once many times to break up with you, but in a good word also did not say sorry.
Has always been God is too cruel to me, or I want too much. You lost in panic of the day, I ask myself.
I always believe that love a person only needs to be placed in the bottom of my heart, my heart’s feelings are not to be taken away. But why, in my heart long after you leave, I’ll feel heart empty like a ghost.
I know we will meet one day.
Perhaps fifty years.
To that day, I must be smiling through the black and white alternate with clear boundaries, looking for your figure.
Do not say that I am stupid, I like you to use “lovable” to describe me. Can you stubborn with “amazing” praise me.
You said I was wearing a black, too sad, to buy me a very bright colored clothes. You take me to see your good man, you are in front of the other people do not stop praising me how to how beautiful. And I am because of these, and many of the noise with you back, even to say goodbye to you.
These things I have not mentioned, put in today’s change is very precious.
What changed us.
You did not answer. Like you have not given me a white – white kitten, it is now a lot of kittens’ s mother, you can no longer see. I don’t know if you want me to take a bottle to it, take a shower, comb the cat and hug it. Like these questions, I will never know the answer.
Because, love, you are not in.
The story to be continued.
The world is going all night.
I put the cat sleeping nest and laying a layer of cotton, afraid of the cold it baby.
The weather is still cold, do you feel it.
Suddenly remind of you off down the service forcibly put into my body, think of you in the world of ice and snow still doesn’t forget to romantic kiss away my eyelash snow, think of you put my hand real real grip in your hand into your pocket. House cat in the baby in his sleep and had a long stretch, the original is so lonely.
I remember you said I was 17 years old should not wear high heels, the youth is naturally beautiful, it is 20 years after the dry matter. You say 17 years old wearing high heels, wait until the real time to wear high heels, what to wear, not in advance to force their own old. However, I am now twenty, you will come back to see me wear high heels? Will you?
Under such scattered memories of Evans, forgive my unbearable and offend.
I’m so capricious, you know. I and my classmates in a complete mess. I all night on the Internet, on the outside to smoke, drink, truancy, fail. I did all the girls do not have to do the thing, you clearly in the distance to see, but you why not come back to scold me, clean up me.
Nevertheless, I still believe, I believe, when I met you, is a light into the light of my life.
Finally, as if back three years ago.
I saw wearing white uniforms of the staff will be your slender body propulsion sealed metal box, saw them take the iron box and outside the gate locked, see your usual care hair through the fire rose up from the dancing.
Too many of the parting occurred in my memory, only seventeen years old, but I did not expect, the most intense once, you brought me.
I hold a box of white powder, hold you close to my heart.
A large piece of snow, a grand memory. With the team in front of me a dead-alive person funeral music box.
From the pen out of memory, I know my pale words out of your smile, your eyes. What can I have, I have only a pen, and the memory of you will never fade.
I just want to in this full moon hanging in the night to finally say, just say: dear, please take my yearning to go away